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Maybe impossible Shattering, shattering,
Falling to pieces
The glass shatters at my feet
Dust dances in the light
Sparkling around me,
Tempting me, calling me in
Dance with us
They jeer
Dance with us
Their grins light up the back of my eyelids
Taunting me to stand as I drown in this shimmering glass
Fragile
So fragile
Why isn’t it written on the box?
Why isn’t it evident?
Why don’t I let them see?
Weak
And broken
Oh so very broken
You don’t even know
Few even know
So strong
So independent
So rebellious
So self-stable
Well it’s a beautiful facade, isn’t it?
But I’m not sure the mask was worth the price
It looks wonderMaybe impossible by ~xPseudoHuman

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Stops The Shakes I think I'm gonna be sick.

Fog creeps into my mind, unsettling me as it overtakes my body.
Ears pop. Sounds are distorted and morph into one
growing louder
louder
LOUDER
the voices unify and ricochet off my skull, crashing around at dizzying speeds.
Tunnel vision. Reality unfocuses and shifts.
I can't see anything except for sounds.
Voices boom in a spectrum of colors
gradients of red and yellow flash before my dilating pupils.

My body tingles. Hollow. Empty. Buzzing. Cold.
I fall to the side, searching for my warmth as my eyes roll white
he only catches half of what I'm mumbling, but he understands enough.
I cry as I collapse in his Stops The Shakes by ~xPseudoHuman

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Stephanie
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature

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_{Photo of me and ~Charlie-Myoclonic, taken by her.

Hello there. My name is Stephanie.

‘ELLO POPPET

I’m awesome. I’m nerdy. I’m derpy.
Since you’re reading this, I might as well amuse you.
Here’s more bits about me.

My favorite color is Grey. I spell it “Grey”, not “Gray”.
Favorite number is 3.
I love computers. I adore typing and graphics and editing and GIMP. <3
I'm 19 years old.
Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber Of Fleet Street is my favorite movie in the whole wide world.
Helena Bonham Carter, Tim Burton, Johnny Depp and Alan Rickman~
Face-palms are the best thing ever.
If you're reading this,
lift up your hand,
and high-five it with your face.
I LOVE pick-up lines.
I really do. All of them.
From stupid ones like, "Do you come here often?" to funny ones like, “I suffer from amnesia, do I come here often?”
My favorite by far: "Excuse me Miss, does this cloth smell like chloroform to you?"
I love to D A N C E
Get me on the dance floor and I'll never stop. My moves are pretty sweet.
I just love to laugh.

I take photographs when the right mood strikes me, and I love to have photoshoots with my best friends. ~Charlie-Myoclonic gets the best photos out of me. She always tells me how to pose and she poses with me and I just feel more comfortable doing things with her than anyone else. I love modeling for her.
Mainly I write poems though. No, my poems don't rhyme. They're just my life. This account is my second, I made it to start fresh from my old one. I have twenty-something poems that will never be posted here, just because they were part of what I was moving away from. Not the poems themselves, just the life in them. I wanted to start fresh.
I am a Christian and I love God.
But don't assume because of that that you know who I am, or what I'm like.
I have scars that tell quite a story. And I'm not judging of others scars. Life gets hard. It's tough sometimes. The important thing is to be tougher.}

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Finally, some inspiration.

by ~xPseudoHuman, Feb 27, 2013, 10:52:15 AM
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Mood: Happy
Listening to: The silence of nap time. Ah, glorious nap time.
Reading: This.
Watching: This.

_{So yeah, nap time. No, the babies aren't mine. And no, I didn't steal them either. I'm a nanny for my cousin. Anywho, back to my actual point of this ...

Inspiration finally graced me with it's wonderful presence last night!!!
I haven't written a poem in ages, or really even had anything other than a title in my mind. And all of my photos have been reletively low quality, I just haven't been in the mood for shooting anything. Let alone a self-shoot. Tried that awhile ago, but no matter how much I dressed up, I just couldn't get in the right mood, and only got some half-decent photos after editing. Nothing worth posting.
I was really bummed, since I've deleted my old DA account (formerly known as Kanashimi-Chime) and haven't done anything with this one, I was scared all the Art in me was just going to run off and never return.

But HUZZAH!!! Return it did.
I've been struggling with some things lately, and last night I was going through one of my best friends art, ~Charlie-Myoclonic, and all of a sudden my emotions just started buzzing in my mind. I opened up Word and let it flow, and came out with 4 pages. And I'm not even done, I just had to go to bed.

I hope this burst of inspiration will stay awhile. It feels so good to write again.}